Mirrors!

Apart from it being a hard week , it's been a bitter sweet week too. Bitter - a friend was worried about her health and another had been stitched up by some supposed work 'friends' I don't know about you but I personally think the health scare is the easier one to deal with!!! Friendship is a funny old thing, luckily I've been blessed with wonderful friends but when it comes to work, or when people feel threatened , those relationships can turn sour. The sweet side of the week was hubby birthday , we didn't do anything special but we had a nice time together drinking wine and listening to music. We have such different tastes too! Another sweet thing was I actually looked at myself in a full length mirror - naked!! For the first time in ages I wasn't scared, I wasn't horrified, I wasn't jumping for joy , but I didn't recoil in terror either. I'm still coming to terms with the fact a large chunk of my boob has gone, but hey ho , I'm still here and that's all the counts!!! A friend said that it's recommended that when you start on a journey like mine you should take photos ....I'm not brave enough for that yet and as much as David loves me he values his camera lens more!!! Off to have a massage later ....hot stones too .....luxury!!!!